Hopes, dreams, plans for the next 365 days.
Oooh so many.
I have my CBT course starting soon. I hope through that I will be able to rewire my thinking a bit, stop overanalysing, stop catastrophising (great word), and generally like me a bit. I am starting to get there with the whole liking me thing. Mainly since being painfully honest with friends about how I see myself. People are so lovely.
I plan to move house. Not much choice in that matter as the babies won't all fit in our current place when Strawb goes into a proper cot. B and the Dude need separating asap as they are killing each other. I want somewhere with 3 bedrooms, that will let me decorate whenever the hell I feel like it, with a garden. Not much to ask is it?
I would like my marriage settled. Not necessarily back how it was, or even a traditional set up, but settled.
I have various other hopes and plans for my children, but this is about me. So, sanity, new home, and happiness. Not much to ask is it?
Oooh so many.
I have my CBT course starting soon. I hope through that I will be able to rewire my thinking a bit, stop overanalysing, stop catastrophising (great word), and generally like me a bit. I am starting to get there with the whole liking me thing. Mainly since being painfully honest with friends about how I see myself. People are so lovely.
I plan to move house. Not much choice in that matter as the babies won't all fit in our current place when Strawb goes into a proper cot. B and the Dude need separating asap as they are killing each other. I want somewhere with 3 bedrooms, that will let me decorate whenever the hell I feel like it, with a garden. Not much to ask is it?
I would like my marriage settled. Not necessarily back how it was, or even a traditional set up, but settled.
I have various other hopes and plans for my children, but this is about me. So, sanity, new home, and happiness. Not much to ask is it?
